"The scariest thought in the world is that someday I'll wake up and realize I've been sleepwalking through my life: under-appreciating the people I love, making the same hurtful mistakes over and over, a slave to neuroses, fear, and the habitual."
I carry my chain with me where ever I go. It's a pretty chain. At least everyone thinks it should be. I take it in my hands and play with it unconsciously. I catch myself looking at it when I pass a mirror, or in a reflection on the glass. At times it chokes me, when I sleep it tangles itself around my neck and irritates me. I'm worried it will break and I'll lose it, or someone will want it more than me and take it from me. I've had this chain for many years. I'd give it away, but I thought I'd miss having it. It scared me to think of the loss I would feel, not being able to play with it, or for it to catch my eye. I don’t think a new chain would be as good, after all, how can you replace the years I've invested in taking care of this one? After all, I'll probably die with it ....